Okay, I didn't want to get my hopes up but things are really looking like this big referral thing could be happening. If it is true that means we are NINE LIDs away from a referral. That is single digits people, SINGLE DIGITS. This is totally blowing my mind. I think somewhere inside myself I was questioning if this would ever actually happen and now I am starting to see that it will.
We could be in the next, next group. Heck, some people (who in my opionon are way to optomistic) have said we could possibly be next. Is that actually possible? I was thinking we had at least 3, but probably 4, more months before this happens. It seems like a cruel joke that someone is playing on all of us. It is so hard to believe.
I don't know what I am going to do next month with us (possibly) on the cut-off borderline. I have been unable to concentrate and have had to really buckle down to get anything finished at work at home. Thankfully next months wait should fall into the week of our winter break and I can be a total mess at home by myself.
I'm glad this is almost over because I don't know how much more I can take. First it will take forever and then they jump us forward 8 days in one month. Sorry if this is rambling but my brain is even more muddled than usual right now. UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!